So... i was supposed to be going to VCU (Virginia Commonwealth University) but i didn't have the money and my father (nor grandmother) would co-sign on the loan and my mother wouldnt help me get my stuff down to virginia so...

i am going to the army reserves, probably next week. i will be signing my contract monday and its off i go. Its something i've always wanted to do and their is no better time in my life now that things are falling apart. People have tried to convince me not to go, with someone wanting to pay me more than my current job does a week not to go. but i am going. i have my mind set on it and i may be going to basic training for 2 months then my job training afterwards. one love ya'll

btw, if you happen to have my number, it may not work soon cuz i will suspend it while on base since i cant use it. but it'll work when i leave off the base

Bah

For the many and unimportant who doubted, I AM graduating much to your surprise. I will be walking down the aisle right along ya'lls hating asses. Thanks for doubting me. I love it. I’ve been hated on but I overcame it all. I will be graduating, going to Virginia and getting over all the petty shit Ni99as in FSSA put me through. I will be surrounded by people who actually care about the things they do. I will have the opportunity to cut unimportant people out of my life who serve absolutely no purpose like some people in Frank Sinatra. And the thing that pisses me off... is it had to be black people? no one else really said it to me "oh howd you graduate?" but I should’ve known that the negroes would happily splatter another’s day, but not my spirit because I know I will be out on June 26th whether you are here to support me or not because I never needed you. Its amazing how one minute you're like go girl and the next you putting a brother down. Let’s make this clear before graduation. I have never sought nor wanted your approval on shit. It was not needed nor desired. Many black people seem to be close minded with their actions and verbalizations. I have done so much more than anyone would have ever expected and I look back and realize how much shit I’ve been through and who I’ve had by my side. No one. So don’t sit there and put down another brother. In this racist world, to should try to support other black people instead of putting another down. You should be ashamed of yourself. Absolutely ashamed. Maybe it’s because you aren’t full blood American like me. maybe that’s where the prejudice comes in. all I’m saying is believe it or not, I worked my ass off to get to where I am and I will not be ripped down by little ignorant people like you still working for minimum wage. Watch what you say and who you say it to because someone might take it the wrong way, like I did today. I am soo glad you hefas are in my past because the last thing I need is the negativity of chicken heads from the hood. Because I am moving out of the hood and have no intention of moving back here. I have goals I have plans for the future. So when I look back at you and the way you doubted me, I will laugh so hard and so long that you will hear it, no matter where on the earth I am. So all I have to say is in you face BITCHES. The next time you see me, don’t ask for my autograph or comp tickets. Because I will treat you like the shit I take. Flush you and not look twice.

Currently Listening Writing's on the Wall By Destiny's Child So Good see related

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